I know no one is reading this, but maybe one day someone will. So hello! I've just been thinking today about a few people who i miss. Some who i have just not been in touch with for a while, some who are away, and one who i've fallen out with recently.
Firstly, the ones i've lost touch with. Jade. I've known her since i was a kid and we spent everyday together at one point. I haven't seen her for months. She is pregnant now and living with a guy called Pete. But i really miss her. Also, Abby. It's been so long. We were best friends at one point. I don't know what happened. We just stopped talking. We both should have made the effort to keep in touch really. There is also other people like Abs and kaela. I miss all of them a lot.
I miss Peter and Emily. I still talk to them and stuff but they are away at university, so only get to see them a few times a year.
But Laura is the one i miss the most. We've fallen out over something i didn't do. I sent her a message on facebook explaining i never did anything. But she doesn't believe me by the looks of it. She's even deleted me off facebook. I'm a bit gutted. Friends come and go, i know that. But She was one i thought would hang about. The same with Abby and Jade (and obviously everyone else mentioned, and few i haven't).
Anyway. I think around Christmas time (if i have some money), i'll ask everyone if they want to meet up for a drink, separately probably because some don't get on. But i just want to get in contact with everyone i haven't seen for ages. It's just such a shame to lose contact with some really great people. I just hope they haven't changed. I know i haven't (apart from getting fatter).
Anyway. I know i'm on this diet. But also, as i'm trying to get fit as well as lose weight. I'm thinking about cutting out the ciggies too. I know people say not to do both at once or it'll get hard, but the thing is, i haven't had one for a day anyway and i feel fine. I might as well not have any (i can't afford anything for 2 weeks anyway). If i manage not to have have any for 2 weeks, then i will be fine and probably won't have anymore. But we'll see how it goes. It might be too much to quite and eat healthily at the same time. I think i'll be ok though.
Day 2 of the diet, and it's going well. I've just had my pasta and cheese sauce. (only 7 points out of my 30) and for my tea i think i'm having lasagne, which is my favourite. I find it hardest on a night, because i go to sleep late. So i drink loads of water to try and fill myself up! I'm not starving myself or anything, no where near! I just get bored. i'm used to eating all the time. I'll soon get past that.
Anyway. See you later blog. I think quitting the fags will be difficult, but i think i'll be ok. The diet is pretty easy, i've done it before. BYE!
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